23 years old

Assalamualaikum Awak :)

Hai.

I am gonna said... i have a happy life before this . but .. now i just got a sadness because of my partner declared clash between us. I am hurted. Torn heart

But i got a new sweet partner. He is kind of nice and caring. I hope he keeps maintan his personality.

2022,

I diagnosed Bipolar Disorder Type 2 . 

Because of this, i ate medicine to keep heathy life. But i think it got worses. Mostly, i cries every month. 

Deal with the depression, suffering,sadness...

The more days, i unable to work. i suffered anxiety, i stuck at home. Trying to reach the dream but my mom is hard to let me go. I think of die. Die. Die. 

I dealt with my own problems, my ex actualy do not understand me . .

I just wish i can sleep and never get up. 

I try to move on but how......

the story

Assalamualaikum Awak :)

Okay let's spill the tea.

After i had been through in 2020-2021, aku boleh nampak perubahan. I am normal . Ya, cuma sedih tu adalah juga tapi dah matured kan. Cuma ada anxiety lebih. sebab selalu risaukan masa hadapan sendiri. 

I lost my friend but i have a patner that keep love me. Thanks god for answer my du'a .

He is a nice guy, good and have a kind heart. :) 

Hmm, oh i have a new father. :) tapi aku masih ingat kat ayah aku..  no need to tell the whole story.

untuk orang masa depan aku, if i can do this why u can't ? 

Inshallah be strong Dayah. I know you can. 

Just be yourself. Just remember to buy your own car okay XD' and simpan duit banyak2. Beli baju lawa-lawa tu and tudung santik2. lepastu buat laser eye hihi.